14 June 2015

We Are Spirits of the Rain

So, my son comes out earlier this afternoon, when the sun was out heating up the day, and says, flatly, "I wish it would rain for, like 5 days straight." I was doing something and I just said, "Mmmmm..." You know, like, 'I hear ya.'
So, just a little while ago, which is a few hours later from his declaration, I notice the sky is getting dark. If you actually know me then, you know that I never listen to the news or check the weather. But, since it got so cloudy, I want to see if I want to pull my houseplants back to the part of the deck where they won't get rained on. They're all still pretty wet from the last days of rain.
The forecast- Heavy Rain- tonight, tomorrow, clouds Tues, rain Wed, Thurs, Fri.
I call him out to show the computer screen to him.
He's unimpressed, or seems to be.
I say, "Well, don't you see the forecast?"
"You're getting your rain."
His look as he retreats to the teenage Haven, known as "the room", his look just says,
"Of course I am."

Like Mother, Like Son.

23 February 2015

Changelings, the Draconian footsoldier

The “channeled” part, meaning when I felt guiding-presence with me as I wrote, is in quotes. The rest is me talking.

“Changelings, and all beings of the lower dimensions, are targeting the beings of Light who are consciously on the path of ascension. For as the myriad of lighted souls wake up and begin to express the qualities of the higher realms in their daily existence, as they move out of hapless engagement in the dark realms of fear, control, greed, bully/victim, guilt, shame, what have you, the changelings have no sustenance upon which to draw and feed their existence in this third dimensional physical realm. And, being not on a path of Light and Soul evolution, having surrendered whatever original soul blueprint they once had that contained the codes for this type of growth and expansion, they need the lower vibrations that are slowly phasing out of existence on your planet.

Therefore, when a changeling comes into contact with a being who is experiencing unbridled joy, love, happiness, contentment, expansion, it is a knee-jerk reaction that the changeling immediately goes to any tool that they think will create the chaos even unto depression and angst in that person. This energy of course seeps out into the energy bodies, be it the emotional body (most common) or the mental body, of the changeling’s target, and then the changeling feeds on this. It also lowers the vibration of the ascending being who was the intended target.

This becomes more of a factor as the lighted one becomes more sensitive to the realms of energy and the higher vibrations that are integrating into the consciousness as well as the physical form. It is a time of great vulnerability and care must be taken to take each situation, in which an encounter such as these with the changelings that remain on Earth, and go slow with it as opposed to the ingrained reactionary responses that humanity has been long trained into.

Take these situations and, if possible, hold them in the light of higher perspective. If you are able to have some communication, either telepathically or otherwise, with your Personal Team of Guides, or with your Master Teachers, Angels, or Archangels, do so. Ask to be shown in some fashion, through whatever your modality of communication may be (light, color, sound, visuals, dreams, etc.) what really is happening, here.”

And if you do not already have a working relationship with your helpers through the veil, then if you are in a situation such as this and you are attempting to find clarity, command that all communications only come to you from your team of guides, etc.

Although many humans who subscribe to some new age teachings, practices and beliefs might say that there is no such thing as negative souls or the dark ones, there is, there are. There is a war for energy going-on on this world that is invisible and imperceptible to most humans, for there are the ones who are unawakened and may never shall awaken, and the ones who are benefiting from the perpetual possibly eternal slumber of these embodied souls.

Changelings work with manipulation, chaos and depression energies. They cloak themselves in the illusion of being on a path of Light. They may demonstrate interest in many modalities of healing such as Reiki, massage and body-work, Shamanic studies, etc. They are difficult to detect, until one has multiple experiences with such a being. There begins to emerge patterns of behavior that are unmistakable. It is also helpful to have a connection with the Akashic Record if you are having an experience with a person such as this to clarify what sort of soul is being dealt with. Then, at least one can strategize from a higher viewpoint how to deal, or better not deal with such nonsense.

I am writing this from a four-year experience with a downstairs neighbor who is a changeling. I can tell you for certain that being openhearted, loving and giving is not the way to deal with a changeling. They will bleed you dry. This sort of heart-centered energy is a cue to a changeling to begin to stir the pot. I have experienced subtle manipulations, low spoken verbal threats, threats in writing, imagined accusations, yelling, passive aggressiveness- every crazy behavior you can imagine. And when I have approached the situation with Love and an Open heart- it got worse!

I appreciate those teachers out there who talk all about Being Love and being in the light of Creator Source and to have that compassion for all beings, but I am here to say that this kind of dealing with a changeling does not, and can not apply. Steer clear, and leave whatever “love and compassion” there is to be dealt to them in the hands of the One who created them.

The changeling, at some point in their journey, made a conscious choice to surrender their original blueprint of Light, and assimilate into the Changeling Collective. They did this in exchange for (the illusion of) “power”. Whatever kind of power they were promised, it is and was not the power that comes from Divine Creator Source, which is the only actual source of power existent. Since they have chosen to go against the Divine Streams of Soul Evolution on a path of Light, they must create the energies that they need to survive in the physical environment. I for one am declining to be a power source; my name is not Duracell or Eveready.

Some so-called “lightworker” beings would want to take this on, “send them love”, etc… I however am not a hero. I know through hard earned experience that this does not and will not work, because changelings have no interest in feeling or being anything that has to do with Divine love, Divine Light or Divine Truth. If you feel that you must engage in this sort of heroic practice, then send that love to Wildlife, or to your Child, or the other Children/Light Beings who will actually benefit from this gesture. And keep somewhere in your place of Knowing that there is no Presence more powerful than Creator source, and all business of this sort, really is Its business. “Let go, let God.” My only business is to recognize the situation and what is at play in the realm where no one sees but perceives, learn what lessons I am meant to learn on this path of self mastery, and keep on trucking.

Now, I admit that this is easier said than done, especially when one such as I (and probably you, too) wishes to exist in a world where one is free and safe to be in and life in the heart. There is still such a thick soup of lower dimensional energies present on Earth, and we do have run-ins with this- just because we are still physical, and the nature of the planet still is what it is. Self-mastery does not “tickle”, it can be grueling and downright suck, ok? This is especially true if you are one of the numerous Light Beings who are absolutely the only one in your family, circle of friends, community who speaks this language of the Spirit, who can see through the veils of Maya, who can perceive the truths that these negative souls (that includes the negative entity attachments and the negative guides that are operating through light beings, who are as of yet undiscovered by the consciousness of the person) are adept at concealing. For, in this circumstance, there is no one to talk with, to back you up, to share your vision, to empathize, to understand. I also know this all too well. Then we must rely on the connection with our Guides, with Mother/Father God, the Protective Archangels and the many Rays (the Violet Transmuting Flame, the Blue Flame of Divine Protection) that have been dispensed to us here now for our use as we go through this process of emergence.

I am also finding my way through this.

Ursula Carrie

07 January 2015


Intro: Out here tonight on our porch, the thermometer reads 8 degrees Fahrenheit. We don't have much, but we are warm, have good food, and the light bill is paid. I stood near the front door this evening, waiting for a ride into town to do some errands, and my Heart felt this request that I have made of the Universe tonight, and I am inviting you to do the same, should your Heart Feel this, too:

"Mother/Father God, I Hope that All those who might otherwise be out on the streets tonight have been taken into someplace warm, that they have been given something warm and nourishing to eat, and that they have a safe place to lie down their head.
And I pray that all of the Animals are Safe tonight and that their bellies are full. I pray for this tonight. Let It Be.
Thank You. Amen. And So It Is."

Love, Ursula Carrie

Me, the Universe and Lettuce! January 5, 2015

So, yesterday when my friend and I were at the grocery store, I said that I had a big hankering for some lettuce, and at that exact moment the man who works in the produce aisle walked past us pushing a 3 tiered cart- FULL OF LETTUCE! Ahhhhh... "Ask and Thou Shalt Receive". The Universe is not without Humor, methinks!

05 January 2015

Tonight's Feling-Thoughts, since I read about "Leelah"

You know what I feel the problem is with parents and child-rearing now-a-days?
These parents are getting caught up on every-little-thing that goes on with the Young Being, completely discounting the fact that Life is a Process.

I am looking around at the news, sometimes, and seeing all of these young people, who are probably old souls clothed in this 3rd dimensional body, and under the influence of the forgetting that we all experience when we awaken into the physical form here on Earth, and they are suffering so profoundly… Why? Because I see that we are living in this ridiculous “culture” (somebody throw OUT that petri-dish because this “culture” has gone sour, the “experiment” has failed- O-Kay?!) where every single thought, action and thing said by anyone and everyone is dissected, mercilessly, by caregivers, teachers, co-workers, my goodness, anyone that is considered a sort of “authority” or the one we supposedly “answer to”.

In the course and process of what we call Life, what I experience as “physical life” (since I feel and understand multiple dimensions and facets of Existence) we go through so many experiences- because that is what we are here to do! There is no right or wrong, Source/God/Spirit/our Higher self absolutely does NOT judge us this way. We are here simply to grow and expand our Eternal Selves through the myriad experiences that are inherent in a World where strong polarities of so called “Darkness” and “Light” co-exist.

What brought this on was a couple of things. One was that, when checking my Yahoo email, I saw in the “news” section that a beautiful young soul had ended his/her life because he/she was feeling terrorized by the parents, who were apparently Christian fundamentalist people, who couldn’t accept that the son wanted to live his life as a woman. This, of course I feel could’ve been “righted” if perhaps this wonderful Soul had had access to their own Akashic Record. I am seeing, so many times, that- it is very possible that a soul might be able to understand the meaning of their physical life through understanding their Soul’s Record. It is possible that, if a person could know that, if their Soul is Female, that they may have incarnated into a Male Body, because they have had “this or that” they have wanted top accomplish for this lifetime.

Another is that: I have been telling my Son, for several years that; “Do NOT tell your (very estranged) father that you are, or that you think that you are ‘bisexual’, because he hates gay people.” But, my son did just that! A couple of weeks ago. And I received an email from the absent father that was like a “shit storm” because he was SO upset at what he heard. And all I can feel is- all I care about, as far as it goes with my Child is: that he is Happy, that He IS comfortable with Himself (which he apparently IS), and that he is Healthy- and yes, folks- that he gets his homeschool MATH assignments DONE! All else is ‘whatever, whatever”.

We are ALL here to experience OURselves, as we ARE- no matter what! Because, even when we are in the depths of Despair, as I have often been as I have been going through my transformation into the Higher Realms of Being,… We are ALL Loved. We are ALL Guided. And we are ALL the Opulence of God, made Manifest in Our Hands and Our Use. Now and Forever.

I send Blessings and Love to All that Need and Require this at this Time. And to ALL of the Beautiful Beings who felt that they had no choice but to go back Home, rather than stay in a physical existence where they did not feel Heard, Seen, Supported and Loved.

And SO It IS…

Ursula Carrie

21 December 2014

Energy Update: Ascension 2015 - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com

Hello Friends.
I am temporarily posting this video from Matt Kahn here,
because I feel it is a really important one to share.
With Love and Blessings to you all!
Thanks for stopping by
XoXo -Ursula Carrie