07 September 2015

Wadley and Me, September 6, 2015

Just thought I'd share a few minutes of
my 2 hour time yesterday with my buddy, Wadley.
I love and crave spending time with canine energy.
We aren't "allowed" to have a dog at our apartment,
so when I get called to take Wadley out, I make the most of it!
I've been going out with this guy for several years, now-
except for this past year that I didn't have a car.
But we're back. Being with Him has really taught me many
lessons on Faith and Trust, and how to hone my
abilities to communicate telepathically with an animal.
He's My Guru!
There's so much more I could say about
our relationship and what he means to me.
I Love him, and I am so Thankful- to sum it up!
XoXo Ursula Carrie

08 August 2015

Some Really AMAZING and Eloquent Response from a Recent SR Client

I have been in limbo for some few years, now, about my work for people in the Akashic Records. This is due, largely, to the experiences that I had as a Healer in my Lifetime before this one (in the early 1800's near New Orleans, LA). This Woman found me recently, through a woman who has been my bestest-best girlfriend, since we were both 6 years old! It was that kind of connection. Usually, with my clients in the past with this work, I haven't really heard much of anything from them about their reading and clearing, unless (because Me Being Me) I have written to them and asked, "So, how are you doing?" BUT, this recent client- her outpouring of response took me by such surprise.... ! I didn't even feel sure that I should ask her if I could reprint for You, the Reader, what she wrote to Me... but I did... and her response was (basically) a Hell, Yeah!

I am SO Grateful- to My Ascended Masters, My Akashic Records Guides, My Divine I AM Presence, and My Team of Guides- and also to my Son, my Cats, and to all else that asks for and requires My Attention- for Allowing Me to do this Sacred Work. Thank You, Mother-Father God- It just feels SO GOOD to experience the Accuracy of what I come through with- and to get such Amazing and Enthusiastic Feedback- unsolicited, from a Sister, on the Path... of Ascension.... I am so grateful that she has allowed me to have permission to share her most heart felt words/expression with You :)

Thank You for Being Here. Thank You for Reading. Bless You ALL... THIS is what I call "The Good Stuff"... So appreciating the Magic of it All...
Rev. Ursula Carrie

letters from Debbie Brousseau, Lightworker
please Note: I have never met this woman face to face.
I still have no idea what she looks like. 
Nor have I ever spoken with her, except for 
1) time that she called to give me her birth info so I could look up her Akashic Record and start her reading and
2) the time when we spoke on the phone and I gave her the Reading 

1st LETTER, July 30, 2015

03 August 2015

My Glorious Tomfoolery This Past Week

Not exactly "Coyote Medicine", but the past 2 months of study of The Course in Miracles, and every other ol' thing that I think I've learned about Vision and Faith, came up for practical application.
I think I tripped and fell in the ditch a few times! :)
It started with getting the long awaited car on July 22nd.
Here's the Facebook posts on my personal page:

July 23:
And you know what friends? It is a recurring pattern here at this apartment- EVERY time something really wonderful happens for me and the kid, like getting the job at the florist, coming home with a bucketful of flowers, and now the new car- the very next day, like freakin' clockwork, I find a note full of threatening and harassing content from her on my steps. Always left when I've gone out... And if I refuse to pick up and take the nuclear blast of negativity on that paper ...into my home, and just leave it there, she has the nerve to climb the stairs when I'm not home and tape it to my door.
I came home with the car yesterday. I was out ridding ourselves of 6+ months of recycling (the woman at the dump didn't charge me the day use fee- a celebration of "Hey- you got a car!"), just doing some errands in general- and I came back at almost sundown and there was a paper on my steps..... And now begins her incessant door slamming...
OH, BOY.... wait until the BRAND new STOVE and the BRAND new *energy star* refrigerator arrive (because we have an AWE-some landlord!)...
Now, I'm hooking up the new SURROUND sound speakers for the living room. They're getting test driven on an episode of
Too bad that my/our good fortune and Light and Loving energies make other people so angry.... Oh well. Carry On, Ursula Carrie! :)
Love 'yall

July 27
Now that I have the car, I have launched into a process of slow recovery. It's like a recuperation period after a natural disaster. Feels like that. Some of the laundry has been dirty and sitting, waiting for over a year. Most of the recycling that's not picked up here was out about 7 months... We have medical check ups that we are 1 to 2 years behind on... But, tomorrow, as I am committed once per week, I am dedicated to my Yoga Practice at home. If I have learned one thing from being restrained is that- everything will have it's time, I will never really get it all done, and peace inside of myself is the fuel that makes so much more possible. Temperance. (not exactly in the biblical way, but more the first definition... smile emoticon )
heart emoticon To You All

July 31, 12:22 am
Well, our kitchen stove has been dead for almost 2 weeks, now. It died 2 days before I picked the new car up. It would seem, that in order to enjoy the fullness of the Human experience- of which eating hot, cooked foods is an integral part- we are, ok I Am, learning to Master the Art of Microwave Cooking.... Hmmm, the mustard greens didn't come out so bad.... And instead of lamenting the absence of my beloved Omelette, I am indulging in my absolute most favorite Summer Food of all time- Fresh Mozz, and Tomato with homemade Pesto on some sort of delicious bread. Foccacia the past few days- tomorrow it is on Ciabatta to take to work.... I'm going to indulge in that until I can't stand it any longer, which will tide me over until next year's tomato season wink emoticon At least until the new stove comes... Next week? IDK

July 31, 7:23pm
Well, now the car's dead, too! I left it tucked up in the parking lot in the shade. I told my cab drivers- "See? You thought you'd gotten rid of that bitch!" (Um, ME!) LOL! SMILE smile emoticon They tried to get me a jump, but it wasn't enough juice. Maybe it needs a new battery. If I wasn't Who I AM, I'd probably be something other than laughing right now.... Yes, God, I have Faith. I know that Everything works out. NO, I am not allowing what is not real to tangle me up... And thanks to Jim and Jeffrey- Jim drove me home, and Jeff is hauling his grumpy ass out in the morning to take me into town... OM, Hunnies ....Time for a brew and some "Supernatural"... XoXo heart emoticon

ENTER, stage Left, Panic Attack, 3am
I am awake, freaking out.
I am freaking out because I can't sleep and I have to get up for work at 7:30am.
I am freaking out, think I just wasted all this hard earned money on this stupid car, when I could've had a plane ticket to Europe!
Here I think I'm finally hitting some smooth sailing, and now, after 8 days, the damned car is dead?!I am questioning what the hell am I doing on this planet.
It goes on for hours.

Any of this sound familiar? :)

Then, I say, "I give up."
I was giving up on sleep.
Just giving up, period on this ridiculous mess I call a life, sometimes.
I, then, feel something lift from the left side of my body,
where all of the muscular contraction is,
where the facial twitch is,
where I had kept trying to "breathe it out".
Something lifted. And I felt a Peaceful feeling wash over the left side of my body and enter my Heart.

Then, I was dreaming, about something.
Then the alarm went off, reset at 5am for 8 o'clock.
I turn it off, saying as I often do when I have to get up before I really want to, "God, please, Give Me Strength..." Please...

August 1, 5:15pm
So, of course Dad troops down all the way from Waterford today. He finds me at my job, I go out for a bit with him to the parking lot. His friend that he called is already at my car. I hand Dad the keys. He gets in the car, puts the key in the ignition, turns it and..... VROOOOOM! The f-ing thing starts right up. He turns it off, looks up at me standing there. I'm thinking, "What the f.....?!" He says, "So.... what was the problem?" Somewhere, someone is sipping on some cosmic beer, around some etheric campcircle, saying, "Did you see her wake up in a panic at 3am today? Oh, my, my, my.... This One, right here.... What an Ursula..." (that's what my Gramie Carrie used to say when she was tickled with me- which was often, she loved me so much...) I'm a living, conscious example that worry is a waste of time- because everything always works out. But, Monday, I have an appointment at the garage that I like to give this baby a once-over smile emoticon Geez.... heart emoticon



SO, what this really is all about, folks are those times when the tests come. And these "tests" of Faith seem to always come just when we think we have "all of our ducks in a row". Then we have a small crash and all of a sudden we doubt everything in which we so assuredly knew, just moments before when everything was going "well"....

Well, it's actually always going well.
Did you catch the little lesson the Universe had to teach to me again?

I had a miserable night, I lost precious sleep. I thought the car was junk.
And all my Dad did was sit behind the wheel, and...

"What was the problem?"

Hmmmm..... Indeed.

Ursula Carrie

And, this Matt Kahn Teaching, "Everything is Here to help You".
So worth the hour and eighteen minutes. I promise! :)

27 July 2015

Soulmates, Life Stories and Judgment

You just never know. Really...

Because every soul has the story of what They have come to Earth, incarnated in this physical body, to learn.

I am thinking, feeling, about the recent news reports that Whitney Houston's daughter has died. Rather, passed on, left Her Earthly Shell, to go Home.
I do not follow the "news" very much, but I have gathered enough of a sense of the relationship that was existent between this Mother and her Daughter. They were Soulmates. And, they were "thick as thieves".

It does happen very often that two (of course sometimes more) Souls Incarnate to learn Life Lessons together, and it is not uncommon for one of those Mates to Follow the other into what we humans call "death" soon after the other one passes through the veil. It all depends on what their agreements are with each other.

I saw this with my mentor, who had a contract of "Obedience" with the Soul, who was Her Husband, not only in this Lifetime, but in the one previous to this one. The vow of "obedience" was in their marriage vows one lifetime ago. He died in this current life, (eh-hem) 14 years or so previous to her- from the exact same kind of Brain Tumor. Some of her colleagues thought it was something in the water at their home!

From the sheltered vision of a human being, one says, "Oh, that's so sad. She was so young. Why couldn't she be saved..." etc... etc...

But, there is an expanded point of view, friends. It is the perspective of Spirit, of the Soul. And it is largely incomprehensible from the third dimensional perspective from which most human beings on the planet currently operate.
It is not so shocking when an 80 and 86 year old couple, who have been married for 65 years, follow one another in the same fashion. But, Soulmates run in all sorts of physical forms, in all varieties of humans relationships- and we are all here to learn together.

The point is to Rejoice that these two Souls are now finding each other, once again, in a Place that is of Pure Love and Pure Joy. And soon they will be probably hatching out their next co-creative adventure, here in the lower dimensions of Free Will, Contrast/Duality, and Choice. Imagine what such Creative beings will *WOW* the Earth with, Next Time! 

Although, within a couple of Generations the Contrast will be less painful and harsh, and more conducive to the Realm of Playing with Duality that is the Original Blueprint of this World.

I was also thinking of Robin Williams, and the lamenting that went on because he took his life to Go Home.  Again, you just never truly know. It could have been in His Soul's Plan to "go" that way. He gave so much to the world, maybe he was just Done, and there was nothing to be "saved' except the Beautiful Energy Imprint that He left here. Aren't we SO much the better because he existed at all?

Just a tiny bit about Judgment.

I was feeling on this because so much of what human beings have determined to the bar of "success", that every other human believes that they must aspire to, is actually a product of the third dimensional mass consciousness. It seems that all of this so called "success" is based on the acquisition of material goods and a superficial one sixe should fit all standard of what is physically beautiful.

I do understand that the Way of the Master is about mastering the third dimension. However, this Mastery does not solely take the form of material acquisition, nor in converse, is it the denial of all material acquisition.

Success is based solely on whatever the Soul has mapped out in their Life plan as to what they would like to achieve in this particular Lifetime. And there is no one but that Soul- and of course their Birth-to-Death-Guide, and other Helpers in the unseen realm, who know what that plan of success is.

Unless you know someone else's Akashic Record, which no one is really allowed to know unless invited by the owner of that Soul's record, You Just Don't Know. And therefore, can't really be any sort of judge of any one else's Physical Life Experience.

There is a great variety of Experiences to be had here on good ol' Planet Earth for every kind of Soul who wins the Body Lottery. We're all entitled to our ideas and opinions and feelings and thoughts about what we think we see as someone else's Life Expression. But, when it comes down to the nitty-gritty of Divine Love and Divine Truth, it is only the primary objective for each individual to be responsible for their own life, no matter what that entails.

And the rest?  Well, as each one of Awakens to the Higher Dimensions... we can only Grow our Individual Light Quotient, in so do our part, Help those when we are asked to do so (or in the case of the Animals and Plants, etc. as we are inwardly called to), and Honor Each Being, as the Light and Love of the One Who Created Them, (and us) is Present and Shines, no matter how that light is perceived by another.
Thank You for reading.
With So Much Love, as We Grow Together.
~Ursula Carrie

23 July 2015

Play My Tune!

I got a car yesterday!
Today, I was driving to Kingston to pick up the new antivirus program and surround sound speakers.
I remembered that, sometimes I used to play a game with my Guide Team.
Play My Tune.
It doesn't really have a name, this "game", but what I have now called it is the essence of it.
There was a song on the station that I had on that is mostly 1980's tunes. Those here in my area will know it as 92.9 FM. http://www.wbpmfm.com/home.php
It's a game I put forth when I want to know that my Guides, masters and Angels are with me, and that I'm not just imagining the whole thing. Many of you, I am sure, know what I mean.
So, today, I said, "OK, Guides, make the next song a message to me from you..." Then I stopped and I thought and said, "Ok, maybe it's too soon to coordinate the next song... Make the third song after this one a message to me from you, so I know that you're here... OK?"
So, the next song came on. I said, "OK, this is number one." Then the next came, and I said, "OK, the next one is number three, and it's for me."
GUESS what they played for me?

Don't Stop Believin'

21 July 2015

Today's Post on Earth~ Spirit Medicine Facebook page: Riding the Rocket... Holding On

I LOVE my Life, for Everything that I have Experienced- Even and Especially when what I was experiencing was called "undesirable" by those on the outside. They can't see what I see. They don't Love what I Love.
And now another Chapter is Transitioning into Another, and I have not yet seen that Text. But I AM Deeply Loving What Is.
And I AM packing up Many of You, Dear, Beloved Experiences.
I Am taking You with Me, most and especially because You have Shown Me how Strong I Am, how Flexible I Am, how Connected to My Source that I Am, how Loved I Am, how Guided I Am, how much Humor is Inherent in the Universe, how much Beauty I See and Feel. I Love You Adversity, I Love You Contrast, I Love all of You- You Are Beautiful Revealers of My TRUTH.
And, now in This Very Moment, Life Rains a Hail-Storm of Blessings on Me and My Life, which by association is also My Son's Life. And I feel like I have thrown onto a rocket that is in the midst of breaking the Earth's atmosphere!
I am in wonderment and awe- WHERE'S the SEATBELT on this Thing?! LOL!
"Don't need one," I hear, "It's your own electronic essence."
Whew... Wow. More of this to come.
<3 br="" much="" so="">Ursula Carrie